Carrie Fisher

Carrie Frances Fisher (1956-2016) was a prolific actress, writer and comedienne, perhaps best known for her role as Princess Leia in the Star Wars films, She was the daughter of singer Eddie Fisher and actress Debbie Reynolds. She died of cardiac arrest on December 27, 2016, at age 60, four days after experiencing a medical emergency during a flight from London to Los Angeles.

via Jeanne Love, August 3, 2020

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"Never give up! But do step aside from the old indoctrination

and programming of what and who you are or should be."

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In the wake of the world’s tragedies, what if we were to awaken one day and find that all the darkness had been lifted, the sadness was gone, and the tortuous grief had disappeared?

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What if we understood this merry-go-round of life for what it is? -- Lessons in  Consciousness. How do I create, what do I create? When do I create, for what purpose and what outcome?

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Well, I am no Saint. I was unrelenting in my opinions and I had no particular credentials for being an expert on this type of thing. But I did try to understand the mind, its pitfalls and failings, and I do have some interesting musings from the vantage point that I am sharing with the others on this Team from the other side -- the “Unseen Cosmic Voices Team”. 

 

As Carrie Fisher I was born into an uncertain legacy. Both parents were somewhat deranged in their perspective of adulting and parenting, but nonetheless loved me and my brother as best they could. After all, how did they know that this cute little darling would challenge their preconceived thoughts about parenting beyond the world’s available knowledge?

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As I grew, much too quickly for any type of personal safety I might add, I was quickly thrust into an ever-changing cycle of adults, each with their own personal psychotic menu. I learned very quickly that the stability I craved was not going to come from the outer world and so I began to experiment with substances and conditions of behavior that I hoped would glean some sort of existential wisdom by which I could guide myself.  I did find some very enlightening outer-world elements, through different individuals who crossed my path, traveling to ancient sites etc. But at the end of the day these elements were quite elusive and flitted away like a pernicious fly not really interested in my food -- perhaps interested only in being really, really annoying.

 

So, today as part of the “Unseen Cosmic Voices” team I come to you with only a few wisdoms that I have learned since I “left the planet”. However, I must add that I don’t feel as if I ever left because I am still here, visiting folks, friends, acquaintances who have left an impression on me, no matter how small the indentation.

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I have been with this lovely lady [Jeanne Love] from the point of leaving my body, for she is the one who guided me “home” to the land of Light that has so often been spoken of when death has taken the physical body. I was angry. It was Christmas. And she gently reminded me that of course I would choose this time to leave because, well, I am "theater" -- I am the actor of the most dramatic kind! Touché, dear friend!

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When I speak of one day awakening to find that the darkness has lifted, the tortuous grief and sadness has been removed, I would be speaking of where I reside now. And then you might ask: “How do we get that HERE…on this earth plane?”

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And I would reply…”It is already inside of you.”

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This fascination we have with the outer world being the answer to our happiness, our prayers for a happier healthy time is just plain -- well, lies. I went to the highest mountain tops, searched for happiness in substances, therapies, people, and I found none of it stopped my inner turmoil, the voices, the indifference.

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I never learned how to walk with myself the way I had created myself. I was always fighting myself, denying myself, dulling my feelings with pills or booze etc. You can fill in the blanks. 

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But in my later years I accepted my disease, and that acceptance brought some relief, if only in that I didn’t fight myself as I had in the past.

 

My words, if there is any wisdom that may resonate with the reader, would be: Love your creation. You are here to learn about Consciousness. What it is, how you shape it, how you can erase and begin again. Embrace your flaws, your behaviors, love yourself…LOVE YOURSELF!

As you feel the impact positively on your thoughts and inner chatter you will begin to realize that what I spoke of at the beginning, the disappearance of darkness, tortuous sadness and grief is removed when you as an individual erase the belief system of all that you have created for yourself through old programs, karmic lives and expectations from the outer world.

 

You don’t have to die -- leave the body -- to find your inner nirvana. The illusion is that you are stuck -- but we are only stuck if we believe ourselves to be limited, ordinary and unchangeable. That is why we are here: to unlearn that system of thinking and creating. We are here to unlearn the untruth and to re-establish the Truth of Consciousness, that we are an ever-expanding, always improving being. We are here to REMEMBER that. And through that returning of memory we can find the inner world far less frightening, rigid or unyielding. I had to “die” to find this because I was so locked in the darkness of my own story. And yet I knew a great truth was "out there." I just couldn’t’ reach it with the tools I had.

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My words, insight that I bring to you who are called to read this: Never give up! But do step aside from the old indoctrination and programming of what and who you are or should be.  Look inside, please go exploring, and through the exploring find a new reference point founded in LOVE -- Love for your own creation, Love for the promise of growing exponentially, and Love for humanity moving constantly forward to experience the power of creation through the soul of LOVE.

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I remain yours, forever, Carrie.

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